Close Your Eyes

The water will wash away the pain,
when you close your eyes.
Your feet in the sand keeps a smile on your face
just try to close your eyes

When your eyes are closed,
you can see the world
and leave your thoughts behind.
You can laugh or cry, whichever works,
just try and close your eyes

When my eyes are closed,
my heart lets go
and I begin to dream.
I dream of the sun and of the stars
and sweet soft melodies.

....I closed my eyes for me

So what I mean,
is close your eyes
and let your soul release.
You won't forget your worries, no.
they'll be hidden behind your dreams..

--sammysamz

Blah

Today I am relaxing on my day off from college. I am pretty stressed
about the holiday's coming. I know people shouldn't be materialistic and
worry about gifts, but I like getting gifts for people. I love wrapping
presents, and shopping during the holidays. I love baking and making
people feel good in the traditional holiday way. I pray that I will find
something, but recession has proven otherwise.

I don't know whether or not I will find a job this Christmas, but I will
continue to search and I know I'll find something. Hopefully.

I know there are people who don't have food or a place to stay this
holiday season, and I know how they feel because I have been there... (I
have a post on that). So I am thankful that this year I am healthy, and
have a roof and food. I just wish I could make a difference. I know if I
was rich, I'd be helping people and animals not just this holiday
season, but all year round.

God bless all
Sam
--sammysamz

Meiko playing in the bowl

--sammysamz

Global Warming

I know. I know. Your tired of hearing about Global Warming......right?

Well get over it! Its real, and its happening. I am so saddened by the
lack of involvement the world has with taking care of the earth. Why is
this so hard? Coal mining, driving cars, and polluting the air with
chemicals, was so easy for you? Now when we need to stop, you all can't?
All human beings have contributed to the destruction of the Earth one
way or another. Some have done so more than others, but that doesn't
matter. What matters is that in this solar system, the Earth is
habitable. What happens when its not? We have no where to go, and if we
did, what would we do? If we knew there was another planet that
developed the perfect atmosphere, like earth, we would try to go there
right? Are human beings or "earthlings" so evil, that after having
destroyed our earth, we would go steal another living organisms
planet?

I believe so....

Please consider the damage we have all done. Do your research. Lets try
to rejuvenate what he have been torturing, and hurting since the
industrial revolution. I won't bombard you with all the information. If
you care enough, you'll find a way..

It may already be too late.. I think it is.

God Bless All....
Sam
--sammysamz

Dear God

God

I know as a human being we all make mistakes. We all do things on
impulse sometimes that we may or may not believe to be wrong. I believe
in good and bad choices and I want to ask for your guidance in making
those right decisions.

I do believe in forgiveness if there is real sorrow, and pain and regret
for doing the things people do.

I ask for forgiveness for everyday human things I do, and for my family,
my friends, and my love Rob.

I ask God to watch over me please, and my loved ones.

Amen.
Sam
--sammysamz

Dear Diary

Its been a while, and I need to release my thoughts.. I have a bunch of
jumbled images and ideas rummaging through my brain. Please bear with
me. I've been having some trouble with writing a song. Maybe I need some
inspiration.. but what kind? I feel lost when I don't write a song for a
while. It makes me sad. Sometimes I feel like a failure even though I
know inside im not. I just feel strongly about my music, and I don't
like not writing. I think it may be because of the lack of beats I have.
I am a unique writer, and I can't write a song to just any beat. It
needs to be extra intense, extra crazy, extra dark, and especially deep.
I just don't know.
My soul is searching for that key to my brain.....the perfect beat...

Sammy Sam
--sammysamz

Sick and Twisted...

Can you believe that a doctor gets paid, a large amount of money, to
destroy a person's face?

Literally.....

How can you give money to a plastic surgeon to destroy your face?
Celebrities are disgusting. They posses a very strange way of thinking.

The mind starts to imagine this disturbing physical image that they
believe is how they see themselves. They see some sort of being that
they try so hard to be, yet never seem satisfied in the end. Its more
like the beginning again. Can the ending result ever truly satisfy them?
Will they ever reach it? Aren't they miserably mad at themselves?
Do they drown into this painful hole of weakness and denial?

I suppose so...

And then there's the doctors. Satisfying their every sick and twisted
desire. They watch these humans morph into demented clay dolls, by the
works of their very hands. They completely remove themselves from what
used to be a spirit. There used to be a living, breathing feeling. The
feeling's lost. Now its just a blind habit, feeding the hands that so
eagerly wait for their desires. Who cares right? As long as they get
their fair share?

How sick.

The money

The pain... The regret...
...

*...Sick and Twisted...*

-Sam
--sammysamz

Attack of The Squirrel!

--sammysamz

Blonde or Brunette?

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Sam n O.C "Chocolate"

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Pillow Thoughts..

I've come to the realization that most people want what they can't have,
and once they have it, they destroy it. Why? When I finally receive
something I desire, I treasure it whole heartedly. Instead of thinking
about their own needs, they need to be caring about how other people
feel.

Why do women go for men who are liars, cheaters, unavailable, jerks,
etc...??? Why not keep that real dude, with a brain, who has goals, and
ideas, and a heart that's warm? I don't get it. Same applies to men.

Too much evil in the world.

Goodnight everyone
-Sammy
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