The Thunder

Questions have surfaced in my mind ever since the thunder has became
louder. It has been crashing like a volcano erupting in NY for the past
two days. It's very unsettling because I fear there is more to this loud
thunder then what people think. I had a weird vibe when it started
raining the other day. I think there is something wrong with the earth,
Maybe the climate change is doing this. Maybe not. We have to come to
the realization that nothing is permanent, everything changes.. Us
humans have destroyed this earth beyond belief.. Cars, Technology,
pollution..etc... Think about. There are things we don't even know
about. And what's up with 2012??? Soo many beliefs, so many different
perspectives...But what do they al lead to? What has mankind been saying
since the beginning? These are questions that have risen in my mind, due
to the thunder
*until next time.....*

God bless everyone..
...
Sammy Sam.
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A Poem I Wrote

This is a poem I just happened to write one day called "It Doesn't
Matter" ... Hope you all like it.

"It Doesn't Matter"

I search within myself to find this inner strength
I feel the tears asking to be free
Yet, I must refrain.
It doesn't matter,
this is me.

I am a friend that won't betray.
I can't change the way I feel
Like a soul that is a stray
but it doesn't matter,
this is me

Misery has consumed the light I used to see
This is where I stand.
I feel the love, but the pain is overwhelming
but it doesn't matter,
this is me

Have you ever really seen me?
I'm here, l'm hurting
I want to make it
I want to leave you in your sorrow
but it doesn't matter
Does it?

It never mattered.
It's easy for you not to see...
I don't believe I've failed you
I tried so hard
just to be...

It doesn't matter to you...
.....but it matters to me

-I wrote this off of a vibe I felt one day....

*Written By,
Sammy*
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Guess what Beach I am on!!

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Video blog

Hey everyone,
Every week I will be posting a video blog on a number of topics.. Im
going to show you guys more of my music, and let you listen to me live
spit my lyrics, wether it be raps, or poems... im also going to talk
about a bunch of different things, and introduce some hot up and coming
artists I've been happy to work with. So stay tuned, because I assure
you, you'll be interested in what I will be talking about ;-) ....
Take Care everyone...
*Keep the Real Music Alive*...
Sammy Sam... :-)
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intro blog vid

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Michael Jackson

First of all, I would like to say God Bless his famliy, and God bless
his soul please.... It hurts me soo much that I never got the chance to
meet such a soul.. It hurts that God took away someone who was there for
the good. Who wasn't a bad person, with hate, and greed in his soul.
Michael Joseph is also my fathers name. Strange coincidence, but true.
And deep inside my heart, I feel the pain. My first music video I ever
watched was "Thriller" ....I was soo scared everytime I watched it, and
my mother had the video recorded on VHS so I watched it everyday with my
two sisters. We tried to make up dances like him, and I also used a clip
from Thriller in a school play when I was young. Michael Jackson touched
me in ways that I myself don't know, because I didn't know it would hurt
this bad but it does.. The way Michael Jordan touches athletes, and the
way someone like Densel Washington, or Will Smith, or Robert Deniro, or
touches Actors, is the way Michael Jackson touched me as a rapper, a
writer, a performer, and an artist.
I was born in 1988, and from 1988 until 2009, all I know from growing up
is hearing Michael's oldies in my living room, and his present in my
mothers car. I must have musical inspiration from him. He must have
placed a mark on me as a performer, and through his music, because it
hurts me. It brings me to tears, for a person I only knew through his
songs.... But songs is what I am. And I know communication through
music. And Michael communicated to me through his music. I just wish I
could have told him how he impacted my life as a child. Because he
truley did. I wish I could have made it in the industry earlier, and
gotten the chance to show him my songs, ask his advice, tell him about
my life. Because I know he would have cared... God please take care of
Michael Jackson. Although I never met this caring soul, he's been in my
heart, since the first time I watched Thriller, and he'll never
leave.... I love you Michael Jackson, I wish you could have stayed
longer... It wasn't your time...
Save the Music... Save the World.
God Bles everyone... Love always.
Sammy Sam ... *tears*
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