My Thoughts

So im sitting here on a saturday night, drenched in my sorrow. I feel that no matter what I do I still feel trapped. I look around at the people I see and im tired of them. All I ever really wanted, and all I still want is to do what I love. Music. I would rather struggle doing that, then live miserably doing something else. I just feel over whelmed sometimes with everything and I wonder if there are dream come trues, and real people who truely stay real, and happily ever after with yourself, your career, your love, and your life...what to do to get there, is a question im still searching to find an answer to. I don't know...its just a sad day in the life of sam...so I had to write...I'll get back to the jack daniels now.... 1 love to all...peace.. :-/