Michael Jackson

First of all, I would like to say God Bless his famliy, and God bless
his soul please.... It hurts me soo much that I never got the chance to
meet such a soul.. It hurts that God took away someone who was there for
the good. Who wasn't a bad person, with hate, and greed in his soul.
Michael Joseph is also my fathers name. Strange coincidence, but true.
And deep inside my heart, I feel the pain. My first music video I ever
watched was "Thriller" ....I was soo scared everytime I watched it, and
my mother had the video recorded on VHS so I watched it everyday with my
two sisters. We tried to make up dances like him, and I also used a clip
from Thriller in a school play when I was young. Michael Jackson touched
me in ways that I myself don't know, because I didn't know it would hurt
this bad but it does.. The way Michael Jordan touches athletes, and the
way someone like Densel Washington, or Will Smith, or Robert Deniro, or
touches Actors, is the way Michael Jackson touched me as a rapper, a
writer, a performer, and an artist.
I was born in 1988, and from 1988 until 2009, all I know from growing up
is hearing Michael's oldies in my living room, and his present in my
mothers car. I must have musical inspiration from him. He must have
placed a mark on me as a performer, and through his music, because it
hurts me. It brings me to tears, for a person I only knew through his
songs.... But songs is what I am. And I know communication through
music. And Michael communicated to me through his music. I just wish I
could have told him how he impacted my life as a child. Because he
truley did. I wish I could have made it in the industry earlier, and
gotten the chance to show him my songs, ask his advice, tell him about
my life. Because I know he would have cared... God please take care of
Michael Jackson. Although I never met this caring soul, he's been in my
heart, since the first time I watched Thriller, and he'll never
leave.... I love you Michael Jackson, I wish you could have stayed
longer... It wasn't your time...
Save the Music... Save the World.
God Bles everyone... Love always.
Sammy Sam ... *tears*
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