Sad

Im so overwhelmed with life. I know I know, its typical right? 21 years
old figuring out where to go, and what to do...Except I know what I
want, and where I want to go. I want to do music. I can't stand anything
else except music. I want to spend life traveling and touring and
performing. I feel like that dream is so far sometimes. Im afraid of
losing it. I know my soul, and my heart won't, but where do I go? What
do I do? I have no guidance. I am broke half the time, because im 21
trying to go to school, work a bullshit job, and do most of the shit I
want, by myself. I struggle struggle struggle. Poor poor poor. Ugh. Why
can't the good people be prosperous, not the grimmy stingy people. I
know If I was in a place where I wasn't struggling, and I had all the
things I needed, id be there to help whoever needed it. Especially the
people who stood by me, and was there for me allll the times I didn't
have shit. No food for days, no place to go, no parents to guide me. I
relied on my friends. I love you all and im here for you no matter
what.
Today was a sad day.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
God Bless Everyone

1 love,
Sammy
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